My life right now is not that bad yet but what I'm feeling now is like I'm living in hell!
I was like acting during the day. I'm just pretending to like someone which I hate deep down inside my heart. After my N level, I went to work. While I was working I learn a lot of things which I will never learn during lesson, human nature. Backstab, pretense, hypocritical.
The "world outside" is so complicated. When I was schooling I hate school. Right now, I find that school life is much much easier then the awful "outside world".I really hope school can start immediately so that I can escape from the "outside world".
I know I can't run away and I got to face it some day, but it is still not the right time.
When will be the right time? I don't know, I know I only need some time to be alone.
To be alone to adapt what life is now.